When Time Flashes Back: Poetry Analysis (Not in a Hurry)

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Well, here we are in 2025, and believe it or not, this is my first poem of the year. I haven’t written anything since January. Kinda wild, right? But tonight, I had this sudden flashback to something pretty memorable.

It was one of those nights that just sticks with you. Sitting by the river, talking to someone who made everything feel… different. The night was calm, the air was cool, and for the first time in a while, I didn’t feel the weight of everything. It was just us, lost in conversation, and for a moment, I could almost forget the past. There was this perfect mix of comfort, peace, and vulnerability. That weird feeling of opening up to someone new but still holding back just a little. I swear, I wanna feel that again now. But can I? Hmm… maybe, maybe not. Who knows? But it doesn’t hurt to remember, right?

So here I am, writing it all down. I figured, why not share it with you? Maybe you’ll understand what I mean. It’s funny how memories can just pop up out of nowhere, and suddenly you’re hit with all these emotions you forgot were still there lol. Let’s take a trip down memory lane together, maybe we’ll find some answers, or at least a little peace in the words. And yeah, maybe throw in some poetry while we’re at it.

Alright, enough with all this rambling. Here are my dramatic words, lol. Let’s dive into it!

Not in a Hurry

by Uni Sonia Yulianti

For the first time, I took it slow, 

For the first time, I let you know. 

My heart once shattered, lost in pain, 

Yet you revived it once again.

The night was calm, the stars aglow, 

The gentle breeze, a soothing flow. 

We watched the fire, the waters wide, 

With whispered words and time beside.

Your humble grace, your tender way,

So close I was to let love stay.

But fears still linger, shadows deep,

Afraid to wake what once could weep.

As time unfolds, I watch and see,

Are you the one meant just for me?

Or passing through, a fleeting hue,

For love still doubts what once it knew.

ANALYSIS OF THE POEM

This poem beautifully captures the emotional journey of moving on from an old crush while cautiously embracing the possibility of a new connection. The speaker is trying to balance the comfort of a fresh start with the lingering fear of rushing into another relationship that could lead to heartache.

"For the first time, I took it slow,

For the first time, I let you know.

My heart once shattered, lost in pain,

Yet you revived it once again."

The poem opens with the speaker acknowledging how she's letting herself move forward slowly this time, learning from past experiences. After having her heart broken before, she hesitates but also opens herself up to a new chance. The phrase "first time" shows that she’s being more cautious and reflective, giving her heart time to heal. Despite the past, the new person brings a sense of comfort and emotional healing.

"The night was calm, the stars aglow,

The gentle breeze, a soothing flow.

We watched the fire, the waters wide,

With whispered words and time beside."

The peaceful scene of watching the fire and the water reflects the calm and intimate connection the speaker is feeling with someone new. The imagery of stars and a soothing breeze mirrors the sense of comfort and safety she feels in this new moment. It’s not rushed; it’s a quiet, meaningful exchange that allows her to open up and feel connected again. There’s a sense of peace in these shared moments, symbolizing healing from the past.

"Your humble grace, your tender way,

So close I was to let love stay.

But fears still linger, shadows deep,

Afraid to wake what once could weep."

In this stanza, the speaker recognizes the kindness and care the new person is showing her. She feels close to falling in love, but there’s still fear. The emotional wounds from her past haven’t fully healed, so she’s afraid of feeling the same pain again. "Afraid to wake what once could weep" reveals her hesitation, she's scared of letting her guard down and being hurt, even though she’s beginning to trust again.

"As time unfolds, I watch and see,

Are you the one meant just for me?

Or passing through, a fleeting hue,

For love still doubts what once it knew."

The last stanza speaks to the inner conflict of wondering if this new connection is real or just another fleeting moment. The metaphor of a "fleeting hue" represents the uncertainty she feels, will this person stay, or will they fade like the past? The speaker is still unsure if she can fully commit to love again, and the question "Are you the one?" reflects her uncertainty. There’s a lingering doubt from her past experiences that holds her back from fully trusting in the possibility of a lasting connection.

Overall Analysis

Not in a Hurry is a heartfelt exploration of the emotional journey that comes with opening up to someone new while still healing from past wounds. The poem speaks to the delicate balance of hope and hesitation, the desire for love and connection, but also the fear of being hurt again. The imagery of the peaceful night and the quiet connection underscores the idea that love doesn’t need to be rushed and that it can take time to truly heal and trust again.

In essence, this poem is a gentle reminder that love is a process, not a race. It’s about slowly learning to trust again, embracing the present moment, and wondering if this new connection could be something real and lasting or if it's just another fleeting chapter in the story of her heart.

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And that’s it for now! Thanks for sticking with me through all this rambling and emotional reminiscing. I hope you could feel a little of what I felt in that moment, or at least get a glimpse of the messy, beautiful side of life. If anything resonated with you, or if you’ve got a story of your own, hit me up in the comments! I’d love to hear what you think. Until next time, let’s keep it real and keep dreaming. Because who knows what the next chapter holds?